Xiuhui

I am trying to figure out why i can’t stick with a group of friends for long.

First question...
how do we start off then?

we're only interested in introductions,
cause somewhere in the middle,
things will always go wrong and sour,
and then we'll just not want to know the end.

S.T.U.C.K

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would you be a suck up and have the world loving you,
then deluding yourself into being a suck up and live happily ever after?

I've seen and known so many people doing that.
then again, I've seen people who fought their senses and not do that.
then again, the second option has been a pathetic number.

be a suck up,
and be loved by many.
I've considered that, but the thought just gets me nauseous.

I don't think I can live with that.
then again, I don't think I'd like a lonesome misery life.