Xiuhui

i said NO i could not make it due to some reasons, but you insisited/ pursuaded me to go. and now my mind is going bonkes in that instant i've say that i will be going. in my mind i am scolding vulgarities endlessly. what that is between us is friendship a friendship that will never end seriously i dont want to end it but you are forcing me to do something that i cant or rather cannot do, is this what friends are ment to be? its like an additional burden to me. you know you know you know ?? i bet you dont know. I hope you will read this post and try to understand me a lil more, what i ask is just a tinny winny little more, is that too much? i hope not. remember the times we slack in school, remember the times we encourage each other to do well, remember the times we work together.

ps : i am typing this cos i really treasure you as my friend, not to bring you down or any sort.