Xiuhui

I dont think anyone could understand my feelings right now ... its like not up nor down.. enjoyed my work but how about school? i haven been receiving any good news from tp and i feel freaking uneasy.. i can jolly well continue in rp but half my heart wont be on school work .. i know in life we cant possibly get everything we want but i’ve never want something so badly before.. i am serious!!! my hopes are dying ............