Xiuhui

I AM BORED to death already ... fell asleep during work .... so sian ... i have things to do but i am too lazy to finish it .......... so i slack the whole day ....... wanted to find ppl to chat with me but i dun think there are suitable candidates online ... dun feel like calling ppl as my phone bills are exploding soon ..... wanted to change my blog skin but i cannot find any suitable ones .......... hiax ... so sad .......... i want to quit this job ............ it is like so not challenging lar ........... i hate not challenging de jobs the lor .. and the some ppl in the other depatment also wierd wierd de .. dunno how to explain ... hiax ...... woking with them is like so uncomfortable in the other words uneasy ..................... found some really can hit off de friends here but some of them are leaving real soon .. i think next week is their last week already ......... so ya .....

having a cold war with my mum recently haix so ya we like never talk for a few days liao.. she say she dun want to care me liao what for i care her ... f_c_in b_t_c_ ... she think she very big meah ... nowadays even if i dun have work i also dun want to stay at home to see her face liao ......... spoil my day man ... so now i am thinking of appealing for nautical studies .. cos the second year i dun need to stay in singapore liao le ma .. spare me all those agony .... but what i cannot put down is my dad he is in his fifties liao le so i cannot possible leave him alone ma .. that is what that stops me in opting to that course ... so fan now lor .... so much things to worry so much things to think ..... now after working in the society for a few months i think that study is truly better lor .... den working ... even if i dun like somebody in my work place i also need to act like i like them ... alot of things just cannot go in the way that i want lor ......it is like i am putting a mask on my face like that .. but luckily i am going to quit soon so it doesen affect me much ... really ..... i dunno lar ... but people in the factory trreat me very well .... they got good stuff they will share with me .... like bakkua .. choc ... oranges... cookies... cakes and such ... really really very good to me lor ...... i just want to ease my dad's load lar.. i dun want to take anymore extra $$ from him liao ..and this is serious .. so i dun think i will anyhow spend my $$ any more ....

aiya .. seriously what i need the most is a analyser a shoulder and a pair of listening ear ... is anyone willing to lend theirs to me .........................